I neglected my blogspot for ages, and i almost forgot about my blogspot until JC announce to all of us that she had changed her name for her blogspot. She did asked me to update my blogspot frequently so that she can have my updated news. However i find it quite difficult due to i have not much stuff to share it on the net, i guess i am those person who rather keep things to myself. I guess this is the reason why i always feel suffocated by all the problem i'm facing. I seriously need a way to shout out my problem. So i told jc if one day i always update my blogspot then it means i'm really having my down time. (Don worry i think i'm still doing good right now just wanted to drop by and leave some words on my long abandon blogspot with lots of spider web at the corner.)

I was chit chatting happily with my friend yj through msn, and we talked about stuff that we did in the old times, and it suddenly strike me that i am going to graduate soon. Suddenly i feel so heavy about me saying goodbye to my study life. Even though it had passed for few months, but i enjoy my time with my family at my hometown. I really love to spend my time with my family, it has been 5 years since i left my home to KL for my studies, but i can't stay here to work. Sometimes we have to sacrifice something. this is life. Anyway, i have fun and laugh a lot in my conversation with my friend, laugh at those silly things that we did in our old days. Now the party is over, and life just started for me. I got to figure out something fast, if not someone kept judge me from what i'm not doing right now and whatever stuff that person said doesn't make me happy at all.

I'm in my hometown for almost a week, n i'm bored to death... Y?? what i've been doing since the 1st day i'm back is eat, sleep, TV, bully my dog n sleep again... gosh... life is sooooo bored now.... Well i guess it's a good thing as well... I get to take as much rest as possible...

I feel like going somewhere for a trip though... Juz feel like getting out of penang n KL... even genting is ok for me... haizz... wander wat had got into me... soooo weird... juz got a feeling of going off somewhere to relax n enjoy.... i wander when will my dream comes true.... I don wanna wait until my redang trip though... it's tooooo long....

Oh god please grant my wish ngek ngek ngek thanks god....