Wednesday, December 3, 2008

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Morning~~~~ i don really noe wat title should i put for tis post... Anyway it's about wat happen to me today, i mean on wed... haha....
1st thing 1st... i noe tis is the 3rd time i tok abt tis taman tun stupid maxis sme work.... bt i wanna say it again... i wanna complain abt the stupid agent our so call boss... giv us little payment n ask us 2 do a lot... ish.... WE R NOT UR GULI........ stupid boss... huh.... i don wanna waste my energy to tok abt this stupid idiotic moronic boss d wakakaka... HATE HIM SO MUCH~~~~~ HUH~~~~
Actually i'm quite scared abt something happen lately... i really damn scared.... i don noe who to tok to though... the only person that i tok to is my best friend abt it... i guess she is worry abt me too.... I'm so touch abt wat she said... she wanted to rush down to KL for me.... Bt i understand her a lot... she don dare 2 come down alone hahaha.... n i don wan her to b sooo tired coz of me... so i say no to her... bt deep inside my heart i appreciate everything tat she did for me.... Thanks Wen.... love u so much.... I'm go glad that u r my best best friend muackzzzz..... love u..... U r alwiz there for me no matter wat....
I don do shopping alone... Bt coz of tis incident i go 1U alone to do some shopping n thinking.... Well i din really do much thinking though... coz u noe la.... shopping mar kaka.... Tis is my 1st time ever go shopping alone haha.... i'm so so proud of myself.... haha.... It's kinda coincident tat i met him in 1U wif his ex.... Well anyway everything is past.... I juz treat him as invicible... Honestly i don hate his ex... coz i don see a point to hate her o wat.... coz there is nothing 2 do wif me n her.... I juz hope that he really love her though... As for me... i will move on haha... Even though i love the time when i wif him a lot bt i will move on....
I met 1 of my friend for dinner today, we tok a lot. N i ask about wat he think abt me n all tat. I am really touch about wat he said. I will alwiz remember watever stuff tat he told me juz now.... I noe tat he's there for me everytime even though i use to hurt him very much. Bt there is 1 thing tat i cannot forget... ( If u love some1 u have to love everything about them... no matter it' good o bad... yes i did get hurt by u a lot bt i love u tat's y i even love the way u treat me...) Yes i noe hw u feel towards me, bt i cant giv any and to u... i'm sorry.... i juz feel like being single for a while.... i appreciate watever u tell me n do for me.... u really care a lot abt me.... Bt u noe wat???? tis make me feel more sad n hurt.... I noe u love me a lot n i noe he love me a lot b4 bt they both giv diff reaction... Tis make me think n wander did he really really love me from the bottom of his heart??? I alwiz believe that u really really love me... Bt the action tat u did lately really make me wander... Don say tat i don believe u o trust u la... Seriously ask urself wat happen for the pass few days.... If u love some1 so much like wat u tell me.... u won change tat fast.... no... not tat fast.... Well... i don really wanna noe d though... I am so confuse....

2 comments:

hideakik said...

take it easy always~

wyvona said...

be strong girl...we're always be by your side.